"Do i trust myself enough to fight with my thoughts which are out in the open..... Can i really handle them"
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I have no idea why i wrote what i did in those dots and so many other etceteras....
I may be opening myself to a lot of hurt....rejection, refusal...
Each time I think of you...the pain pierces through my palms, my fingers...
My heart beats so hard that it hurts me...
It becomes hard for me to breath....
And I get goose pimples........
Yet I wish this hurt be mine...
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Still wondering shud i send this to you or not......
Whether its one other time where i shud be prepared to get hurt.....?
Sure of myself....unsure of whats in store.....
Me....
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hmmm..good effort, reflects the doubt,the hesitation,the fear of another refusal..keep it going LIFE..
Dajiba,
It also reflects the love, the need, the want to be with the one who was fighting with his thoughts that were out in the open...and who thought that he can't handle them
Love...
A word which I feel is used most in different circumstances, with different interpretations.
Love is a feeling, and it doesn't comes alone. It comes with so many relatives like jealousy, need, desire, expecations etc.
Out of which Expectations work like a termite to the building of love slowly eating it up.
Love is never intended to hurt, it spreads a very special kind of feeling, which no words would be ever able to explain.
Love is always dipped in a tank of expectations, and is fully covered with it, and here the seed of problems gets sown.
We try to get and see that all the expectations clouding this love keeps getting fufilled one by one, and whenever any expectation is left unfulfilled, it start causing pains deep in our heart and starts hurting us.
Love is sweet,
Love is lovely,
Love never hurts,
Stretched is a film,
Film of Expectations,
We see through it,
Few Rays of expectations,
Blocked are sometimes,
Pain is radiated,
We feel ...
Love is hurting.
Haanji madam, kiska hai yeh tumko intezaar...?? kyon hai yeh dil kisi ki talash main itna udaas? Cheer up man!! Theres life beyond this!! :-) You can always call me when ur in these phases!! hehehe/
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